I am ashamed to admit that yesterday I wasn't feeling particularly grateful. I was tired from not sleeping a couple of nights ago and going through withdrawal from nicotine again because I was stupid enough to start that habit again because I was eating too much. Sigh and smack in the head. I let the clock run out on the day without posting anything because I didn't think I could find anything to be grateful for. " I just can't do it today" I said to myself " I just don't have it in me to search for something to be grateful for, I'm drawing a blank today" Wow get me huh? Yes I was tired and yes I got some bad news yesterday that someone I know in Missouri was in the hospital but NO NO NO there is still no reason to ever think there is nothing to be grateful for. My daughter has a sign on her refrigerator that says "There is always, always always something to be thankful for"; so yes I am ashamed of myself.
Shortly after I turned off my computer for the night I realized that it wasn't so much that I could't find something to be thankful for as much as I was worried that I couldn't be eloquent enough in my writing. I was thinking I would have to come up with some long winded examination of my gratitude subject. I told myself then I would not worry about that anymore and just post. As I was going to sleep last night I thought to myself I am thankful for my bed. And I am; so grateful for it.
Thank you God for my bed.
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